A message from God to me (and you). I asked Him for His thoughts and He provided the words as I wrote...
Beloved
I asked God what He thought about me and the things I am going through right now and this is what He showed me (I just started writing and He provided the words)...
Beloved,
Listen to your name and claim it. Be Loved. Accept it. Neither height nor depth, neither angels nor demons, neither the present or the future (no circumstance, no feelings < or lack thereof > , no human rejection, no human acceptance, NOTHING) in all creation can separate you from my love.
Drink it up. Bathe in it. Let it wash away all insecurities, all fears, all confusion. *My plan for you is peace*
Storms raging, emotions crashing against the jutting rocks of sin and the world, yet I call you to rest. Sleep my child, and when awakened by the cries of those around you, steady yourself in Me, and command everything else to bow down. I am in control.
~~There is no rush. *My schedule is built on eternity* The most seemingly "out-of-place" events are all appointments, placed before you in perfect order. But you must lay your life schedule aside to truly live them.
You will ache. You will wonder. You will dance and weep and laugh at the details of life. **Rejoice in every moment** You are living. *Let your heart be alive*
I created you as a human being. Just be. Answers will come-- most often through the process of living. And through it, we share these moments.
~~I don't want you to be smart, or wise in your own eyes, or the perfect evangelist, friend, girlfriend, wife, student. I just want...you. Let me love you.
~~Comparison pains me. You are my masterpiece. I do not make mistakes. I detailed you as a present to myself and for others ~accept the gift and give it freely.
~~You have experienced my love and want to give it to others. You want to selflessly love and draw others into my arms. You are doing just that--even now. Just keep planting. I will make them grow.
<3 oh and him <3 ~~ *him* ~~ (whoever he turns out to be ), he's being prepared just as you are and in my perfect timing you will be free to love as you desire~ with all abandonment, freedom, and peace. Give me time my child. Don't rush. Wait. The longing is good. Do not despise it. But realize that "wait" is a promise, not a disappointment. **You do not know what to do with all your love right now. Let me show you.**
~~I will reveal myself to you. Your heart is for me. I delight in every desire you have for me. My heart bursts with delight over you. And it's an extravagant romance. *You are deeply loved.* Always.
